I don’t know what I expected. But I don’t think it was this.
It’s a bit surreal. I’m not even sure how I feel.
I guess that shouldn't surprise me. I am, after all, an introvert.
I need time with just me and my thoughts, to reflect, and
sort through the jumble of expectations in my head.
As I approached this milestone birthday, many thoughts
flitted through my mind. Honestly, they weren’t all pleasing to my self-esteem.
Many of them began with ‘shouldn’t I’. Shouldn’t I be further along by now?
Shouldn’t I have it all figured out? Shouldn’t I be more at ease with myself?
‘Shouldn’t I’ questions never offer congratulatory remarks.
Instead, they mock and taunt and remind me of what I haven’t done or how I wish
I could feel.
Sometimes, I guess, I think too much of myself.
Then I wondered, “Does God celebrate birthdays?”
I know; I think too much.
But the good thing is—it got me to switch my focus from me.
And when I looked up . . . I found oh so many reasons to celebrate.
The ‘shouldn’t I’ questions didn’t stand a chance.
I am so incredibly blessed, and the best part—it has nothing
to do with me.
When I think of all the milestones in my life, I see God’s
gracious hand over them all.
He is truly the God of all my days: ordinary days, sad days,
mountaintop days, and yes, even milestone birthdays.
I can’t imagine life without Him.
I think of His mercy each time I stumble, how He picks me up
and assures me it’s okay.
I feel His comfort through the valleys, His strength lifting
me up, and His love that keeps on loving no matter how unloving and unlovable I
tend to be.
I’m blown away by all the good gifts He showers on me.
And I appreciate His incredible patience with me when I
struggle to believe who He says I am.
Oh, so many reasons to celebrate . . . to live amazed every
single day!
To mark this season of celebration, I’m thrilled to announce
the upcoming release of ‘Live Amazed – Embracing the Gifts of God in
Longing, Loss, and Life’, a thirty-day devotional that celebrates who God is!
God blossomed a tiny seed of a dream that He planted in my
heart many seasons ago. A desire to write. All in His time and by His plan.
Live Amazed invites us to look beyond our secret
longings, staggering losses, and day-to-day worries to savor God’s unending
goodness, love, mercy, and power . . . to marvel at God! Through scripture and real-life struggles, these daily reflections
guide us to embrace what is already ours through Christ. Included are thought-provoking questions that guide us to peace within our longings, remind us of hope
inside our deepest losses, and pour grace over circumstances that threaten to
define our lives.
I hope you’ll join me in the celebration and live amazed at our
all-powerful Creator.
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What about you?
Can you trace the hand of God throughout all your seasons?
There’s cause for celebration in every season, what are you
celebrating today?
How can you live amazed right now, right where you are?
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For more information about ‘Live Amazed – Embracing the
Gifts of God in Longing, Loss, and Life’ click here.
Grace and peace to you,
Carlie
I am beyond thrilled and celebrating right alongside you, Carlie!!! I know you'd rather stay in the background but this is what makes this more amazing. God is doing His work in your life and He wants others to know about it, to be inspired, to live amazed.
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Happy birthday, my sister!
Blessings in abundance.
Thank you so much, Marv! So appeciate all that you do to support me!
DeleteHappy Birthday, Carlie! May you continue to live amazed in all the days to come.
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Thank you so much, Martha! Blessings to you, my friend!
DeleteHappy Birthday! I had a milestone birthday this year too. And at first it felt hard. Then it felt like a blessing. (With some hard moments mixed in!) God is so good to persist and keep me looking to Him!
ReplyDeleteCongrats on your book! It looks like an amazing resource to remind us to CELEBRATE!
Thanks Rebecca! And thanks for understanding just how I feel! AS we keep looking at Him, we have so many reasons to celebrate.
DeleteI just had a bday myself and enjoyed a look at your inner thoughts about yours. Visiting you from the tune in thurs link up. laurensparks.net
ReplyDeleteHappy belated birthday, Lauren! Hope you're still celebrating! Thanks for visting today!
DeleteCongratulations on your devotional, Carlie! Sharing on Pinterest and Twitter.
ReplyDeleteThank you so much, Sarah! I really appreciate your support!
DeleteHappy birthday & congratulations! God is incredibly amazing in His kindness to us & relentless!
ReplyDeleteI have experienced this first hand when I first lost my daughter to stillbirth,then 12 months later lost my son & then later lost my sweet gentle husband to brain cancer.
Yes His kindness & gentleness are indeed amazing.
You're most welcome to join me in a cuppa at Tea With Jennifer, :-D
Blessings,
Jennifer
Thank you, Jennifer! You've been through some hard times; I'm grateful you felt God's kindness through them all.
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